“Stay with me? I don’t want to lose you again…”
So I dreamed about you all week.
I honestly hate thinking about you.
My dad said happy birthday to me in an email. I cried.
I tried Salvia.
I just denied sex with a very beautiful girl, and she was probably going to bring her friend. All because I still have feelings for my ex girlfriend, who has long since moved on. Why.
I wish I knew how to let go.
I have finally been accepted in the role of...
As given by the previous alpha. I am honored.
"You know. Not like a 'fuck me over here' slut. A...
I think about you way more than I should.
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
I’m tired. Tired of feeling the way I feel. Tired of tirelessly battling whatever negative emotion I feel at the moment. Not wanting anything but to know why. Why i’m here, and why I feel the way I do. But I think i’ve finally figured it out. I’m not the main character. I’m in the background if someone else’s story. A NPC of sorts. I’m tertiary. Cursed...
I just finished watching 50/50.
The entire movie just reeks of bumbling awkwardness. Not in a bad way, though. It almost adds a sort of charm to the overall theme. Levitt’s character seems to be unaware of a lot of subtle situations, and I love it. It’s what girls are into now, or so I’m let to believe. The awkward skinny guy. That being said, this guy was with 3 different girls throughout the course of the...
I don't even know what I want, anymore.
I just want to fall asleep on the phone with...
I miss you.
Most random phone conversation at 2:00
“You know when you’re in a relationship and you’re told that two halves make a whole? That’s wrong. You need two wholes to make something even greater. Both pieces need to know how to survive on their own. A half can’t survive on their own, or they’re just going to spend life looking for the other half to complete them. That’s why you need to be a whole,...
It's catching up with me
The years of ignorance. The time spent with a companion. I’ve went 7 years without being single, and now that I am, it just all seems so unreal. I’ve lost a fundamental part of my life. It’s like losing a leg. It’s something that you can live without, but having it would be so much better. I guess it’s time to learn how to hop.
Another relationship, destroyed.
Good going, fool. Why must you act the way you do? Why must you be you?
If I was a hero
I wouldn’t have witty banter. I wouldn’t try to be clever, or anything. I’d stay silent, with a few grunts here and there. Maybe a “Whoo!” when something goes my way.
The first time, I suffered because I didn’t tell her. The second, I suffered because I did. Why do you do this to me, life?
So I started watching The Avengers: Earth's...
And I was astounded how much money Marvel’s STILL making off of Iron Man. Don’t get me wrong. I know Ironman has always been an A-list hero. But back in the 90’s, there were no movie plans for him anywhere in the near future. His cartoon series didn’t even really kick off that well as say, X-Men or Spider-Man. Then it was like one day, someone thought; “Hey. This...
I just looked up a bunch of reviews for the new...
They look like really nice figures. Double joints everywhere, ball-joints where ball-joints should be. Steve Rogers and Constrictor even sport the coveted ‘in-and-out’ shoulder joint that so many Toybiz Marvel Legends have. Iron Man’s paint is awesome. His helmet looks clean, and they gave him translucent plastic in the eyes. However. In getting caught up with this new wave,...
Fake love, these fake dreams, these fake sounds. All the things that we felt, your voice was screaming too loud. I know what you’re ready to be. But it isn’t with me. So I guess I should leave you alone.